sometimes I wonder about me

well after some careful deliberation I ve decided to post this tomy blog...... I really need to figure out what's going on in my head. It feels like self consciousness issues but I'm not sure. I look at this one minute and I do feel somewhat proud of what I could do on my first blue pencil, but at the same time I feel helpless watching my classmates pass me by skill-wise. All I can ever think about is becoming a better artist, but I feel as though there is something that's holding me back. I'm not sure maybe in a sense, I'm not trying hard enough which would be strange. Anyways enough babling, I'm off to do some more work on something and not be so stressed hehe.

return from a long Hiatus

Sooo...its been awhile....a loooooong while....but Ive decided to follow the rest and post some of the stuff Ive been doing. Two of the images are my 'unfinished' Digital form final. I say unfinished because the files were two big to render at the end of class, though I did get a b for my efforts. I did some ambient occlusion passes on the files though, which i seem to love for some reason, and here we are. I have to say looking back at them they arent all that bad, but I wish I had the cobblestone street there , so you guys will have to imagine. Also try to imagine the lights on the spaceship because they are there lol. As for the gun, that was alittle project today to keep me modeling some stuff. Right now Im trying to lock down a character to hold it, as I m trying to think about my senior final, but not so much that I get distracted from the 'big picture'. But yea its a pretty cool gun I think though it could be a better render but I just love ambient occlusion so much lol.. So hopefully I'll keep posting regularly and I can stay busy working on projects the summer. Anyways Ciao all!